109 Recent Deviations
Featured: February Evening In Archipelago
CyberTime Chapter 2Chapter 2CyberTime Chapter 2 by StevenARTify
I was left bewildered, and sick to my stomach for about 20 minutes, until I regained stature and the courage to confess to my future self.
"I think I am you, Joshua." I hesitantly typed.
"Oh my god! I'm so glad I can contact you. This has been my dream since my biggest regret happened." My future self replied.
"Aright, get to the point! What's the problem?"
"We need to sort this out. It's what you do in a few months time." He replied.
"This isn't really helping me is it, because you have not told me what will happen. I still see that I don't explain things very well! lol". I replied back jokingly.
"Ok, this is serious! You know you love art, yeah. Well you make a stupid decision that impacts your life. You leave art education mid-way". He bluntly responded.
"That's just unbelievable, I would never do that. What can I do to stop this?" I replied devastated.
"On the 6th June, you have an argument with a tutor, you leave college, and never return home, you go far from your famil
Tears run dryTears run dry.Tears run dry by StevenARTify
As my face begins to bleed with an ocean of water.
I look to the mirror.
Over and over.
How disgraceful I look.
How selfish I feel of my impurities.
Why my features are not 'perfect'.
Of course no one is perfect.
However, a healthy figure is a nice thing to have.
There I stare again.
Back at the mirror.
My nose bent down slightly.
My neck growing out.
My legs expanding.
My confidence level low.
Stopping me from properly socializing.
Not because no one wants to invite me.
Its because I'm uncomfortable with my features.
Displaced from society.
Displaced from myself.
I had improved.
Over the years.
Looking in that mirror.
I still feel the same way.
I wait for that day.
When I'm finally at ease with my features.
When I'm not paranoid.
When the tears run dry.
You talk through meWhen you plug that charger in me.You talk through me by StevenARTify
I begin to feel the power.
My levels go up.
I can live once again.
Then, sometimes I can't sleep,
Because you leave me on for a long duration.
You talk through me with your mid-tone voice.
You press my shiny screen.
Then leave me unclean.
I begin to feel unhappy.
When you buy another device.
You leave me on the table.
Alone in the dark.
I got you up for work.
I helped you remember birthdays.
I let you talk to other people.
Then, you chuck me in a cupboard.
My battery left dead.
Until, I see you once more.
All charged again.
When you take me to a shop.
To sell me off.
Now I can never be who I was.
Now I miss your friends funny texts.
Because you left me with a stranger!
Reflections In The AbyssReflections In The AbyssReflections In The Abyss by Gonad-The-Destroyer
Come to me oh ye children of light with your hearts full of hope,
Tell me of your dreams and fondest wishes before the darkness consumes me,
For although I am lost in the abyss I assure you I am one of your own,
You need only look where death finds solace in the tender embrace of despair.
_ Brian Stearns
|More Journal Entries|